"Yet you still value the things you’ve lost the most. Because the things you’ve lost are still perfect in your head. They never rusted. They never broke. They are made of the memories you once had, which only grow rosier and brighter, day by day. They are made of the dreams of how wonderful things could have been and must never suffer the indignity of actually still existing. Of being real. Of having flaws. Of breaking and deteriorating. Only the things you no longer have will always be perfect"
to the guy who chose to lose me twice…
it’s been more than a week after i have learned about everything. it still hurts whenever i remember but i guess i can handle it better now, just because i am one of the strongest women i know.
it is hard to put into words how disappointed i was with you. you were the last guy i expected to be like this. the guy you are now is not the guy i have known and liked for the past years.
well, i miss you. i miss the laughs and the stories we shared. i still love how you remember the little things i have told you in passing. it is sad that we have to lose that kind of friendship.
it ends here. we will be going back to how we used to be. professional relationship is where we started and too bad, this is how we will end.